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Friday, April 15, 2005

To all my darLINKZ...

i have change my bloggy url... will not b using www.babyblue-licious.blogspot.com.. Now its http:miz-honey-bee.blogspot.com... Do check it out k!! till here byez..

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1:11 AM

Tuesday, April 05, 2005

My OnLy LoVe...

8:43 PM

Sunday, April 03, 2005

i'm sorry sayang ..
for the stupid attitude yesterday..
i'm sorry sayang ..
for being sarcastic lately..
i'm sorry sayang ..
for throwing my temper on you..
i'm sorry sayang ..
if my behavior all these while hurt you..
i'm sorry sayang ..
if i made u soo pissed off lately..

Going thru days n months...
Now its been 6 mnths dat we are together..
I'm very happy having you as my hubby..
How u tolerate my attitudes..
How u cool me down when i'm in no mood..
How u held me when im feeling down..
How u console me when i had very bad dreams..

I can still remember our first meeting and ur first thought of me was i'm a stuck up gurl..
Yup..I did show my attitude coz i didn't really know you..
We exchange CDs and i went off just like that..
Then that nite u did'nt call me at all..
i thought u didn't want to contact me no more so i off my hp...
The next morning i was like so happy to receive your msg...

Our second meeting was when pencil led got stuck in my finger..
And you helped me with it..
Its so freaking painful..
Then we got home n i can't stop smelling my hand..
It smells so good..should b your perfume..

then later on we get closer to each other..
every single nite we talked to each other..
he's so sweet..

Then came my N-Level...
How stress i felt..
but he was there to consult me..
He helped me with my maths question..
He made a madly stress gurl into a confident gurl...
That was the part that i kinda like him...

Our next meeting when i had a terrible day...
Something bad happen...
And again he was there for me..
He lend me his shoulder when i burst into tears..
How he advice my brother to be strong abt this bad thing..
And again my feelings for him grow..

The day we became one was on 8th October 2004...
i, him n my brother..
we went to east coast park to relax out mind..
And my brother wantd to play this true or dare game.. n we did..
And this game made us a Couple..
Then he tell me all about his past..

But even wen we are already a couple, i didn't really trust our relationship..
I sill had fear in going thru another relationship after wad had happen to me 8 mnths ago..
I didn't know what to do..
I hate short trm relationship..
It makes me feel like a cheap gurl..
one after another...
Juz not my cup of tea..

So i break up with him..
Ya..i'm unsure of this relationship..
I dun want to go thru another heart breaking..
But at the same time i felt guilty..
I hurt an innocent guy..
Receive a BAD scolding, shouts n vulgarity from my mum...
Ya.. my mum really like my hubby...

And luckily we were back together..
Till now n forever i hoped..

For these six mnths i did alot of stupid things..
Several time i asked for a break up without even thinking..
By doing that i barely know that i've hurt him alooot..
But still he wants me..
How lucky i am to have a guy like him..

Now then i realise that i really love him..
I might not show him dat i love him..
but deep inside me im in love with him..
He's all thats i want..
he is all that i wished for..
He is all that my heart aches for..
He is all that i love..
N really hoped that he'll be mine till the end..

SAYANG SORIE AGAIN N AGAIN FOR SHOWING YOU MY IRRITATING ATTITUDE..
PLEASE REMEMBER DAT I HAD ALWAYS N WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU..
I MIGHT NOT SHOW BUT I DO..
AT TIMES I DON"T KNOW HOW TO SHOW YOU HOW MUCH I REALLY DO..
I'LL TRY TO CHANGE MY ATTITUDE FOR YOU SAYANG..
REALLY WANNA LET YOU KNOW THAT I LOVE YOU SO MUCH..
YOU ARE MY HUBBY NOW N FOEVER!!!

10:14 PM

Tuesday, March 29, 2005

My feelings r changing easily...
Suddenly i feel like crying..
Suddenly i feel like dying before aniting BAD happen..
Suddenly i feel so fraustrated..
Suddenly i feel so damn fucked up..
Suddenly i feel so weak..
Suddenly i feel all these..
Suddenly i feel like my heart is going to explode!!

Wad the hell is happening?!
The thing that i hope i pray i beg it would not happen has happen...
Wads next??
There she goes....
I'll watch n cry...
I miss my sisi..
God, now wad did i do?
Where is it dat has gone wrong??

God, are you trying to gimme a hint of wads going to happen next??
or
are you trying to tell me to expect the unexpected??
All are in your hands..

Aniwaes, i finally got the course i always wanted, office skills in ite simei..
Felt so happy juz now..
Thank You GOD!!

9:44 AM

Friday, March 25, 2005

This story is from friendster...

Long time ago..there was a princess who lived in
the palace..she was a very beautiful and wise
princess..many prince has come to ask for her
hand..but,all of the princes was rejected...
Finally,she decided to get married..many
competition was held to choose her
husband..finally,only 5 prince was left..she
thought
of a plan..she hide her hand and stick out a
finger..each of the prince get to guess which
finger
it was.. The first princes show her his
thumb..the
second prince show her his index finger..the
third
prince show her his middle finger..and was slap
by
the princess..the fourth prince show her his
marriage finger..finally..the last prince show
her
his
last finger.. The princess looked at the 5th
prince
and took out her hidden hand..the princess also
pointed out her last finger..she hooked it with
him
and they got married..they was very very happy
together One day..the prince had to go to
war..the
princess was sad and worried..so,the prince hook
fingers with her saying that he will come back
alive
for her.. Days past by,and soon,1 year has
past..the prince have not returned..rumours was
spreading everywhere that the prince had
died..so,
many other prince came to ask for her hand to
remarry..reluctant,she continue waiting for the
prince..years past by and she knew she had to
marry again.. She decided to do the same
thing..she stick out her last finger infront of
the
princes..but none of them know what she
meant..they thought she wanted a ring on her last
finger..so,she marry none of them.. One day,a
beggar wearing a hat came and wanted to ask for
the princess hand..at first,the soldiers stopped
him..but,the princess thought that everybody had
a
chance..so,she let him in..the princess did the
same thing,and to her surprise,the beggar stick
his last finger and hook it on hers.. Later,the
beggar
took out his hat..looking at him,the princess
found
out that he was her lost husband..she hugged
him.. and they were together again happily..days
past... One night,the prince woke up and walk out
of his bed..disturbed by the prince..the princess
woke up too..she followed him..but after he
walked
out of the gate..he disappeared..the princess was
sad.. Later,she found out that the prince had
died
when he was on his way back from the
war..but,in
order to honour his promise..he came back as a
ghost..7month is the ghost
festival..so,7X7=49..he
could only be with her for 49 days and later,he
would vanish forever.. Finally,the princess found
the prince body..she lied beside him,hook her
finger with his and drank poison..so,that is how
it
ends.. Now, u know how the last finger was said
to be made as promises..

8:26 PM

Thursday, March 24, 2005

To my sayang, Fadhil...

As far as i know, my journey in knowing guys to meet my right one ends here. My right one that i wish for is in you.You know i love you with all thats i got. My love for you is so much that i feel like time has no limits, distance has no boundaries and money has no amounts. My love is present to you by my heart thats beating. My love for you will end when my heart stops. But still each day each minute i love you like there's no tomorrow for me...
I LOVE YOU SAYANG!!
Muaxx!!
With love and care,
RuQaYyaH...

10:06 PM

Tuesday, March 22, 2005

I MISS MY SAYANG!!!! HEHE!!! I MISS MY DARLING SIS!!! I MISS MY CUTE CUTE FWENS IIN CHAI CHEE SEC!! I MISS WERKING WITH IKIN!!! MOST OF ALL I MISS MY SAYANG!!! haiz...

1:14 PM

aLL aBoUt Me*

[* ThE GurL *]

[*NaMe:RuQayYaH*]
[*NiCk: RuQ*]
[*Bef'DaY:28 FeB 1988*]
[*aGe:17*]
[*ZoDiaC:PieCeS*]
[*MaiL:ruq_luv4eva@hotmail.com*]
[*SchOoL:WaTsOn*]

[* ThE BoY *]

[*NaMe:FaDhiL*]
[*NiCk: JaYjaY*]
[*Bef'DaY:10 JuLy 1986*]
[*aGe:19*]

[* Uz *]

[*I LOVEYOU*]
[*WiSh tO Be ToGeDeR 4eVa*]
[*HoPe TaT NoThInGWiLL SepArAtE UZ*]

likes
MyMuMmY
MyDaDdY
myy HuBbY
myy FwEnZ
hangg outt.
liisten to music.

~~My CaTz__PuTrI~~

My DarLiNkZ*

iKiN
My SyG
KaK SuE & aBg HiDhiR
SuE DarLiNg
DarLing SiS
MiRaH DarLiNg
aHmAd
MiZzIe
ZuRaH
YaNa
iFaH
Eza-DoLL
KiChA DarLiNg
Mrs KiS
NaNa DarLiNg
KeChiK DarLiNg
LyNn DaRlInG
E-SyAd
YaYa DarLiNg
YaSmIn DarLiNg
TaShA DarLiNg
ZiR
KhaLiD
RiZaM
JeFfRy
Abg AyIn
RaMd & YaNa
TaUfIk FaN

:: 30tH MarCh 2005 ::
Love Is Like Standing In Wet Cement. The Longer You Stay, The Harder It Is To Leave......And You Can Never Go Without Leaving Your Shoes Behind.

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Ingredients:
3 parts success
5 parts brilliance
1 part energy

Method:
Combine in a tall glass half filled with crushed ice. Top it off with a sprinkle of emotion and enjoy!

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Ruqayyah
LOVES
Fadhil

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